Mohammad Kailani Bin Jaafar is an angel. And he's not even in disguise, sent to me from the Mighty One, for I'm not sure what. And I still feel, think and know that, I bloody hell don't deserve him but he still stay on despite all the bullshits that I've put him through. Because of that, I want to change, I need to change into someone better, because Mohammad Kailani deserves way better than a fuckwitt like me.

And this song can never be more apt.

Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same
Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hands
Honour to love you

Still i wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

You've got this look I can't describe
You make me feel I'm alive
When everything else is all fake
Without a doubt you're on my side
Heaven has been away too long
Can't find the words to write this song
Oh, your love...

Still i wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

I have come to understand
The way it is
It's not a secret anymore
'cause we've been through that before
From tonight I know that you're the only one
I've been confused and in the dark
Now I understand

I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
I wonder why it is
I won't let my guard down
For anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same
Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hands






I love you, Kai...with everything that I am.
And I promise, I won't ever hurt you anymore.

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