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Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 10:23 AM
Last night was terrible. After dozing off while trying to text Ducky, I woke up at about 3.15AM because of a phonecall. A really, really, really disturbing phonecall. But as disturbing as it was, I still couldn't bring myself to just hang up and leave it there and then. It was frustrating, trying to choose between extreme ends. But of course, I decided to pick the other end, and I'm not sure how that turned out still.
Sigh. Even after 3 years I am still weak like that. I'm just an empty hollow shell for now. Labels: Kai |
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